The Life I Live Poem by Laura arwen

I have to
reorder once and
for all because
it is impossible
to live in
chaos
I dream to
live a relaxed
and lonely life
Solitary life is
not as bad
or stressful as
one may think
I think that
the life I
live is sufficiently
happy and miraculous
There will never
be any joys
in my life
It is oppressive
to be judged
because one is
not able to
do something
Everything that is
not programmed irritates
me and makes
me nervous
No one as
much as I
appreciate solitary life
It is too
important for me
to have a
healthy and regular
life
I live a
humble and rather
monotonous life
I really like
the life I
live
I fight my
battles alone and
without help
My life is
the hell
For someone it
is cruel how
I live life
Sometimes everything is
so complicated