The Pain That's In Me Poem by ESPN CHICK

The days are getting shorter
And I'm getting older
Feels like I'm never gonna rid this pain
This pain that's inside of me

This pain that has broken every bit in me
Now I'm shattered like broken glass
Everywhere I go I wonder if anyone can see all the pain
Because I swear its written all over me

Feels like I can't hide it but I do
I wear a fake broken smile on my face everyday
Cover up my face in the mirror
I hate what I see and nothing in this world can change that

Nothing can change that I'm broken from the inside out
All the pain that I have inside of me
None of it will ever leave
I cry myself to sleep every now and then

Because sometimes its my lullaby that gets me to sleep
And the past still haunts me
But I know I can't give in
I can't give in because I'm too scared

Too scared to die but at the same time I can't stand to live another moment
The pain and brokenness I guess is just a part of me
It's something I have to live with everyday of the week
I have no one to cling onto so whats the use of living when you have nothing to live for



September 20,2008