The Pains I Bore Poem by Adams King

The pains were too great to bare
Yet I bore every bit of it
My delicate heart I watched you tear
With your ugly shinning teeth

I wonder what I did to deserve
This foul deed of great mockery
You promised me all you have
But you took from me everything

I was only sixteen when you devoured
My sweet and tender apples
Every single sweetness you savoured
And had a taste of my better heaven

You conquered me with a bony arm
You subdue me to a love unequal
You shattered me with a forceful charm
And cracked my walls till it fell

You made use of your manly advantage
To imprison me in a coercive love
You were my superior in size and age
My obedience to you was a must

I submitted to your burdensome laws
I gave you a love undeserved
You made my teenage breast fall
Soured the sweetness between my thighs

After all the sacrifices I made
With my body, heart and soul
After all the inflicted pains
The manly slaps and blows

After you emptied the nectars in me
And left your fingerprints on my breast
After you sapped every water in me
Then you realise I'm not the best

I loved you with all my substance
Faithful in heart and in flesh
Submissive I was with great compliance
And grew them daily afresh

I was a fool to have loved you
But it wasn't my choice to make
For I made vows to love you
Surrendering to my ugly fate

You are the serpent that came to me
You are the first Adam who bit my apple
You took everything good from me
You are the only man who have me chewed

You made promises and swore to die
If ever you leave my life
Your truth were made of concrete lies
Your words to make me your wife

How was I suppose to know
That men suck dry the orange
And away the seeds they throw
To seek another juicy orange

How was I supposed to know
Promises easily made are easily broken
For the lips that made those oaths
Sweetens my nipples with tickles

I was only a bright sky of blue
Slowly caressing the moon
I was a young and beautiful fruit
Who gave to a beast all her juice

The murkiest deed has been done
The favorite cloth now turns the rag
After you robbed brightness off my sun
And left my body retired and sagged

Now she wears your wedding gown
And I bare the wounds and scars
You left me looking like a sad clown
Mixing sorrow with an ugly smile

How devilish men can be
Inconsiderate of their actions
Professing love to a lady
Only to break her emotions

You defiled my pretty temple
And left me with a broken shell
You cracked my walls till I crumble
And know not how hard I fell

The pains were too great to bare
Yet I bore evert bit of it
How cunning and deceitful are men
Who comes with promising teeth