This Is Me Now! Poem by Kristin Nicole RothDavis

I am so fookin fed up with shit....
Stress has me feelin' like throwin a damn fit!

I'm sittin' on this bed a wonderin' what's next,
If I close my eyes will it all go away?

I continue to try to see the good in all of this
Some reason it just isn't happenin' today.

This bitter-sweet bliss of a life
Is playin' games with my heart, I must say

Forget the time, forget the way
I guess I should have been an actress

Wearin' fancy dresses...
Most people say ' I had no clue...'

Don't realize I kept it that way
You wouldn't probably understand,

Unless you were in my shoe.
Sometimes we all gotta look @ life's direction

And ask ourselves is this perfection?
Right now I just don't give a rat's ass,

Test me, give it your best shot... I can assure you'll I'll pass.
Is it so much to desire to be held and carressed

We could just talk or even go for a short walk
Down memory lane, sharring each others paths

You say you could be my strength
I'm not for certain if I could ask for you to go to that length.

One way or another it's a fact...
Eventually one will be left standing alone

I can assure you it wont be due to lack of tact.
I'll close this now since the tears just wont stop

But before I do, please understand I love ya too!

Drop,
Drop
Achooo!