This Living Corpse... Poem by Dislocated Heart

i sat on the edge of my bed,
this morning when i woke up.
shaking my head, as a tear drips down my cheek.
with the thought of you in my mind.
i simply couldnt hide my feelings inside.

i stood up, standing tall.
with my hand on my head,
my other hand on my heart.

wishing for a beat.
or a pound.
nothing.
stone dead.

a walkin dead corpse,
walks among this planet.
live and breathing like al humans.

one difference remains-
this corpse has no blood flow.
this corpse has no pumping heart.
this corpse has shattered dreams and hopes.
this corpse was drained out of love by you.

im a walking dead soul
dont give me heaven for i dont deserve.
give me hell, thats where i belong.
this living corpse has nothing.

no love, no you, no nothing.