Too Much To Bare Poem by Bianca Free

Sometimes I feel old, hundreds of years old
Covered with cobwebs and vines

Sometimes I feel weightless, other times, hard
But not rugged, just packed in real tight

There are times I feel see-through
Like I'm here, but I'm not

Times I feel a burning sensation
Like I'm ice on fire

Times I feel heavy-hearted and think
My heart's going to pull me down

And times I feel deaf or blind
Not seeing a thing, or hearing a sound

Times I feel dirty though I'm clean
Times I feel worthless, times I feel hated
Times I feel desperate, times I feel anxious
Times I feel slow, times I feel jittery
Times I feel low, times I don't feel a thing

Individually, such feelings aren't too much to bare
but it's when, all at once, they are there...