Untitled Poem by Arienne Smith

I can not stress enough the time without you I spent
I spent my time with anger that slowly came and went
Wondering what i could do to feel your heart from despair
-and to get back to that place where you knew i cared
I cant say say how much pain followed that day
when we knew things should of been reversed some way
the angry words flung around
the throwing and crashing of things to the ground
I spent my time being angry at you when I was the one to blame
i should of been apologizing to you so i am paying for it now