Watch It All.... Poem by Dislocated Heart

Have you ever felt so lost that you lose yourself?
losing a best friend right infront of your eyes?
seeing the entire world just pass you by?
the one you truly love move on with their lives?
when you see yourself in the mirror..
but know your empty and lost, disappearing..
the feeling of.. no one caring, helping, seeing.
they all think your happy inside..
when your tearing the wall apart, ripping up your own heart.
when you look at your closest friends..
you see their hopes and dreams,
and your reflect and look upon yourself..
seeing only dark sky, never ending days of fights.
i stand with a group of people..only to feel more alone then when i lock myself in my room.
ill bury myself in my little corner.
watch everyone get better, shootin for the future..
as i lay here.. watchin it all go down, the moments,
the laughters, the love, everything.
ill lay here.. faded.. away.