Weak. Poem by Kelli Richards

I feel so much pain
I want to get out.
I want tell you
I just want to shout.

To tell the whole world
What he did to me.
I need my friends,
And I need my family.

I think its a phase
and he'll change you'll see.
He was upset.
He didn't mean to hurt me.

Why would I give up a man so great?
He never used to get out of line.
He was the perfect man
& he was all mine.

I made him mad.
I didn't mean to.
I told you the truth.
& now I can't talk to you.

I want to get out.
But I am to weak.
because with my mouth,
I cannot speak.

I try my hardest,
To make you see.
im trying to tell you,
I have not been me.

I thought you were here,
That you were my friend.
Now the only way out,
is for my life to end.

I need you so bad
your advice is what i seek.
I know you are hurt.
I am sorry for being so weak.