I'm supposed to be his big sister,
But i always seem to miss the mark.
I keep secrets for my brother,
And leave everyone in the dark.
...
My life should be condemned,
So why can you not see?
This life is safe for no one,
This lifes not safe for me.
...
I knew it was wrong but I did it anyway,
And I know I made a mistake.
Now i get sick every morning
And my heart and body aches.
...
Dear supposed mom,
Where are you?
Where have you been all my life?
I thought I was lost and I really needed you.
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My name is Kelli Richards. I live With my aunt and her boyfriend. My dad lives in Arizona with my stepmom. And me and my brothers and sister are pretty much everyewhere in the united states. I come from a broken family & have had to endure many hardships. But writing helps me through it. Got a comment or constructive critisism. Post it. Got a nasty comment && don't like the poem- Don't be hateful THIS IS MY LIFE. <3)
Big Sister.
I'm supposed to be his big sister,
But i always seem to miss the mark.
I keep secrets for my brother,
And leave everyone in the dark.
I need to be someone that he can look up to,
He deserves a better life.
He needs laughter and love,
He needs no more strife.
i'm supposed to be his big sister,
So why can't I be?
Even though he won't admit it,
He really needs me.
All of the other women in his life,
have done drugs and lied.
But I have been there through
All the tears he's cried.
I'm supposed to be his big sister,
So I'm going to stop acting this way.
I need my life to change.
And its gunna start today.
No more late night outings,
No more getting high.
I'm not going to sit back and
watch my little brothers life pass him by.