I'm supposed to be his big sister,
But i always seem to miss the mark.
I keep secrets for my brother,
And leave everyone in the dark.
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I feel so much pain
I want to get out.
I want tell you
I just want to shout.
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My life should be condemned,
So why can you not see?
This life is safe for no one,
This lifes not safe for me.
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I knew it was wrong but I did it anyway,
And I know I made a mistake.
Now i get sick every morning
And my heart and body aches.
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Dear supposed mom,
Where are you?
Where have you been all my life?
I thought I was lost and I really needed you.
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