When I'M Gone Poem by ESPN CHICK

I wish that I could start all over and forget about you
But for some reason I can't
I wonder when I'm gone would you miss me

Would you wish that you would have talked to me more
Instead of walking away in the middle of the conversation

When I'm gone would you even shed a tear a two
Would it be fake or real
Just got to know

You were everything to me hope you know
Just think about it for a while and see that I was wanting you

When I'm gone far away from here would you even think of me at all
Just once or twice I just wish you would miss me
Miss all those talks we had

And I wish you could see how much you have changed
I don't think you've even noticed so look in the mirror for a while

Think about it now
Think about when I'm gone
Cause I'm not gonna be here forever

I've already put up with truths and lies from you
For far too long I've sit here with out telling you how I feel

But when I'm gone all of that will be revealed
That's when it will be too late but I'd thought you would like to know

Cause I could never tell you now
Not the way you've been acting
So when I'm gone you will finally see how much you meant to me

Think of how it could of been between you and I
Think about all those times where you actually cared about me

Do those feelings still exist or did you throw them away
When I'm gone you will finally know that I was too afraid to tell you exactly how I felt
Hope you realize that I felt like such a fool through these years

Cause I swear you never left my mind
My heart felt like it was beating for you and only you

But when I'm gone I hope you know one thing for sure that I never wanted you with no one else
I wanted you all to myself
So when I'm gone will you miss me

May13,2008