Where Are You? Poem by Jessica Elizondo

You say I'm not worth it anymore.
And you might be right.
You say you give up.
Well I say I don't care.

Do my tears make you happy?
You say you have it than I do,
and that I don't know what the world is.
But all I want you to do is care,

Care about what I do,
and how I feel.
I have a hard life too,
If only you knew....

If only you knew
the things I've seen, or my darkest secrets.
Take a walk in my shoes
and you'll be begging to go back.

I'm not worth it anymore?
Please. You make me laugh.
Ok, then go,
If you don't want me then go.

I hide it inside,
so no one would see
the painful tears,
that would flood my face.

You want respect?
Well wheres mine?
My pillow is wet,
when I hold as I cry.

Because you won't give me any hugs.
Do you even love me anymore?
Oh, knock it off with the fake appoligies.
I can't take them anymore, because after we still fight.

You give me a dirty look,
I laugh and walk away.
You ywll and scream,
I look into your eyes, which show no emotion.

You continue to yell and scream,
Because I have no effect to your screaming.
Where did the old you go?
Wheres the one who cared?

The one who would care about my life,
and about how I felt.
Where Daddy?
Where did you go?