Whisper Of Regret Poem by Miss Tee

The day that she met him and he met she...
Unknown path or destiny as never clearly defined -
nothing ever white & black...

I had hoped for longer, for a strong encounter;
for a day that I would find no regret or tell me you'd made a mistake
I did, and do love you.
How can you say otherwise and make me feel like i'm to be despised?
I can love two, must it only be one? ?

You say I don't want to be second best, or my plan B...
but how can I instruct this heart to beat only for you?
It's not my choice to make - nor should it be yours.

I'm sad, lonely and missing you like crazy.
I'm angry and pissed that you could only tell me 'NO'.
I'm tired..tired of opening myself and being hurt.

It's not fair that you can tell me it's over.
I don't care that I'm being unreasonable -
I may have said to you 'I still have feelings for him.'
I may have noted 'I would maybe reconsider getting back with him'
But maybe I wanted you to fight for me, fight for our love -
Be strong & aggressive in showing me that it's worth our time...
but here we stand...
the day he left she..and she left him...