Whisper Of Regret 2 Poem by Miss Tee

The day that she met him and he met her...
Blossomed a first stage infatuation;
Day after day, being careful not to cause a stir;
They worked hard to build up their foundation.
But this now seems like a long lost tale
Let her tell you how she fares…

Lately, I've been going through confusion in my head.
Praying for a shred of inspiration from up above...
I can't sleep at night, simply toss and turn in my bed;
Asking why it is so damn hard to belove.

Sadness for a love that consumes me in pain.
Memory of a past love that forever left its stain;
There’s nothing left to do but accept the tears that flow;
Deal with raw emotions that dampen my glow.

So alone, I drift away - knowing I may not be back today.
I remember a promise to be together and how you'll catch me if I fall.
But you're gone in this instant - left in disarray.
So I forbid myself to walk down memory lane - it's too hard to recall.

I'm fighting through the hurt by letting myself cry...
I know I will learn and once again, someday try.
I did the best with what I had, did my best to make u glad
Never did u wrong - loved you all along.

Now I can't catch my breath, as you took it away.
Accusations that I never thought could be true.
Maybe I was wrong, thinking you were my cure.
And now it's over, with you screaming 'betrayed'

You say you don't want to be second best…
but how can I instruct this heart to beat only for you,
Or force the emotions inside to be subdued
When I can’t explain why this haunt lodged its nest…

So now, you have been stuck in my head like a melody;
Your words left me feeling like I'm to be despised;
And your sheer absence has left me feeling gloomy.
Making me doubt that your decision will ever be revised.

So maybe I wanted you to fight for our love, fight for me -
Be strong & aggressive in showing me that he’s just debris...
I gambled and lost and here we stand...
the day he left her…and she left him...