Why? Poem by Jeremy Willson

Oh dark night of the soul that give's me no rest
Perhaps you will not understand this literature for I wrote this in my unrest
But I'll try to make it simple I am asking why, why?
Did you even think of me before you said yes?
Was their a voice in the back of your head that said no? , maybe, I guess,
Your sorry doesn't call upon the sun to roll away the dark clouds that haunt me
"A broken heart bleeds tears"
I have wants, aspirations, fears
And dreams that seem to whisk away the darkness
But dreams are just dreams reality is true
And in reality I'm not with you
The heart is mightier than the mind and love greater than that which we can not see with- our mortal eyes
No matter the amount of whys
I'm not him, and if you didn't want to be with me you should have said so
Not wait two months and give me a technical no
Just because your with him it doesn't mean I hate you please understand that
It only means that things are different now you hurt me
I still like you that's kind of ironic but that's me
Foolish a bit naïve
That's what they always say
You go that way I'll go this way
Separate and never talk, I don't want that we're friends
And that's not how our story ends
I still have to ask why you did it, why did you say yes knowing that I asked you first?
Was it just a show, a veil of lies? If not why did you choose him over me?
You'd be so much happier with me, don't you see?
I'm an amazing person, I'm loving, caring, charismatic
Best of all romantic
Maybe you should ask yourself why too
Please take your time to think about these questions before you answer
I want you to be absolutely sure