Why Am I Not Happy(Put On A Fake Smile) Poem by ESPN CHICK

If everything's ok then why am I not happy?
Always holding these tears behind my eyes & holding my pillow tight
I swear is it ever gonna end?
Bleeding on the inside cause I'm filled with pain
It seems like I have no one
Even when people are around I still feel alone
I wish I had wings so I could fly away
My heart is still shattered by everyone
Including my 'suppose to be friends'
They always talk about me even when I'm in front of them
Cause they thing I'm not listening
I try to keep everything to myself
Because I know they will never understand me
I just put on my fake smile & pretend that I am ok