Why Am I To Young To Be A Lesbian Poem by James McLain

Why am I thought to be to young to be a lesbian.
Out side my window wrist thick vines grow on tree's.
It's said by them that I have a learning disorder.
I think my mind from the trauma is damaged.
Why am I lonely, oh so very lonely.
The bush's I grow have very few leaves.
I am to young to buy a vibrator, I tried.
I have social anxieties how I sweat,
that cause's me stress and regret.
Is bulimia an eating disorder.
I ate a red apple and now I've eaten to much.
My family is dysfunctional,
and my home every where is infested with fleas.
I fear for my life, and living each day grows more painful.
It's a big struggle just to get up in the morning.
I had my fifteenth birthday last week in the psych ward.
They gave me some orange juice that had thorizine in it.
I remember some of my neonatal nightmares.
So shock therapy is next I fear.