Will I Die Today? Poem by rinki nandy

Will i die today?

Will i die today?
Is this happening for the last time?
Are you not gonna torture me no more? ,
you never gave a chance to correct my fault!
Maybe if i knew i would've,
i could've tried.
Got so much hatred from you and it took long for me to know,
i don't and i never will know the reason for this one sided affair of animosity,
without an option,
i accept and bear as long as you hate me,
what a curse!
Hope no one is cursed this way,
am not scared anymore and i see my end closer,
tears have dried
and my body numb,
i feel nor the air or you today,
dead today.