Wishing He Was Still Here Poem by ESPN CHICK

I try not to think about it
Because it still hurts me badly
Even though I know it wasn't my fault
Sometimes I still feel like it is

Although its been almost three years
It feels like it was just yesterday
Feels like I've been in a storm
And I've been torn a part

Cause after all he was everything to me
No doubt in my mind I wish he was still here
And sometimes I still he can hear his voice
Feels like I'm having another breakdown

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
Because I miss him
After all he was a father figure to me
No matter what I still do

I hope that he will be proud
Cause he taught me so much
And no doubt in my mind
I know thats where I ought to be

Thats where I feel safe
And thats where I feel him the most
I know that its my get away
I feel like I'm in heaven

Don't you know that everyday I think about him
Not a day that goes by where he's not on my mind
And yeah I know I didn't cry at his funeral
But I just couldn't let the tears flow

As I'm sitting here tonight
Listening to our game
Wishing he was here to watch it on tv
So I wouldn't have to watch it alone



January 10,2008

Author notes

I know its not good i dont care honestly
its about my grandpa who past away May 26,2005