Without Somehow Somewhere Poem by Vision Ghost

So many pictures that seem, to never appear
So many ways that just seems, to disappear
So why now can't you ever, just be with me?
All that fate and you want to do, is set me free

For a way of the wind, is to blow through me
Looking in me such natural elements, they see
This circle that seems, to stop turning around
But never stops having meaning, in its sound

Or of the breaking of my heart, for no reason
Yet another mortal soul, finds fates treason
So like the lonely arrow of cupid, lands soft
That missed the point of target, hearts aloft

Life dances around me, like a majestic waltz
Seemingly subject, to the mockery of cults
But similar to human behaviour, that of love
For everyone else accept, for me of the above
Such lost words of kindness, upon the dove

That lost its way across, the wide open seas
Loosing of the sense of any direction I freeze
Falling short of a message, it never delivered
So locked in the cold glance, here I shivered

Screaming to some heaven, of wondering why
Now saying that I could be loved, was just a lie
So many connections failed, yet I am the same
Collapsing away from the life, they say is game

Such a very pointless method, if not be it war
This doesn’t change, the wound that’s so sore
Scream it to the world, as not everyone is deaf
In these assumptions, I learn that they are bereft

A reason I am yet to find, somewhere, somehow
As I wipe the beaded sweat, away from my brow
Is life in such a hurry, I cannot stop for a breath?
So in night I open to my arms, a sense of death