Words I Can't Say Poem by Laura arwen

I feel more
relaxed when I
write
I'm happy with
the things I
know
There's nothing I
could do for
being better
Sometimes I don't
accept the sadness
For me it's
a little bit
stressful to live
with people
When I'm alone
I feel wise
With words we
promise a lot
of things
Some words hurt
forever
I want to
stay in my
kingdom and hear
many stories
I don't want
a long bond
I need to
be relaxed so
I can be
more creative
I want to
have full powers
of survival
I need the
bliss of loneliness
In some dreams
I admire and
I want be
a firefighter
Sometimes I'm so
desolate that I
want cry forever
I miss the
sense of pure
solitude
I feel empty
without my hobbies
I want to
totally embrace loneliness
There's no words
for my laziness