(writer Poem) Building A Rainbow Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Their is the formula.
Their is the glue.
Building a rainbow just for you.
Masking the colors till I'm ready to reveal,
The way I feel.
A soul you can touch.
A complete embodiment of me for all to see.
Portray characters of all kinds.
From the lovable to the deviant I define.
Oh I long to taste that bitter sweet brine.
As much as reaching out to places I have yet too see or be.
A need of fulfillment in this quite empty heart.
A place to start anew and fresh.
A birth upon little known success.
Watch as I undress, layer after layer stripped away.
Unearthing the wholeness I have never felt.
The rawness, the nakedness of it.
It is sometimes amazing what lies beneath.
Raising above the fear that is causing me to grit and grind my teeth.
A double imagination.
A trivial expression of who I am.
A horrifying captivation of my mind.
My stalemate becomes intertwined.
As a man I am sometimes so blind.
As a immortal I create this world.
It twists and swirls.
The creation of my own personal pearl.
A gem like no others,
Fire hot yet cool to the touch.
Yet I still I don't why it means so much.
Is it the desire?
Is it the love?
Is it another one of those just because?
A I can with sincerity.
My own sense of charity.
And my thoughts continue to forever vary.