Writing What I Really Felt Poem by Brooke Harms

Oh how fast do you tic clock on the wall. It seems just yesterday i had it all. I had my happy and my life strait too, but all i have left is to look thro eyes anew.
I found out all I never knew about someone who held me close. You can't hide a part of you forever and that I know. I found out the real him and im happy to be apart. for a while ill be alone and ill tape up my heart.
im moved on but one day i know. ill get a call and itll be my long lost friend.... i hope
he told me lies tho i fell for his words.i dont know why but i know it hurts.he walked away and its all for her.distince didnt matter our love shuld have made it work.
he doesnt love me now and i was blindsided.i saw this comming somehow but still cryd dispite it.he cryd to but why shuld he.it was his and his only choice to leave me
.i wrote a poem some time before.for a best friend i knew to the very core.well hes different now and i am too. only because it was his choice and he knew.it shatterd me to see him leave with her.knowing that that was me a short time ago he was just a lure.he took me in he wanted me so.but when it came time his true feelings showed.
the distance got him but tru love doesnt die! hes moved on now and so should i.if two hours broke him that fast.i shuld have known wed never last.
but of course i did i took my chances.to end up alone and see him happy in his advances.he got his girl so soon so fast and i sit here.longing for someone warm and caring to hold me near.
i didnt sleep a wink too many night mares and horrors.him leaving me and droping me and slamming of doors.too many tears i thot id stoped crying by now.but i know its just the start but ill move on its my vow.
he had his chance and lost me completly.i dont care to see his new relationship it kills me.in my heart im screaming 'hes mine! ! '.your so stupid and so blind is whats going through my mind.'ill never hurt you i sware its true'. yes but he left me and its somthing he said he'd never do