Yi Jin Jeh Huan Poem by Ramona Thompson

yi jin jeh huan
Already married
I should't be feeling this way
No matter what my marriage is lacking
I can't believe I'm about to spend this night
Lying
Cheating
Heartbreaking
I've been so unhappy
Lost and lonely
Almost broken
Don't I have a right to this one night?
This one secret?
I swear
I'll use protection
I'll never do it again
I just need a little comfort
Someone to hold me and make me forget
At least for a little while
Is that really so wrong?
God help me
I just don't know

2009 Ramona Thompson