Rokket Grrl

I fall as I scream, and wait for you to catch me
But you aren't paying attention so you don't see
I'm falling deep below, I'm falling for you
I'm falling in love, and there's nothing I can do
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Right now I'm having troubles deciding who I am
I don't want to make a choice just to know I can
I want to make a choice that reflects the inner me
And reflects the girl that I one day hope I'll be
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Do I love you-yes! To me it's quite clear
But to you it's not because you don't hear
My laughter, my crying, my pain or happiness
You don't hear any of it and you won't hear the rest
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The clouds start to move in for the attack
The shade of them quite scares me, they're blacker than black
Lightning rips through them and so does a puma's claws
The thunder let's out a crackle and then a deafening pause
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You are brave, but I just hide
You fight so hard you turn the tide
You are strong and I am meek
The biggest challenge you always seek
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Underneath the stars, resting in my saddle
I'm all alone for company except for you and the cattle
We're enjoying the peace as a star rides across the sky
I pat my horses neck as I let out a sigh
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I wanna feel the sun on my head and my feet in the sand
The breeze on the my neck while you're holding my hand
Your fingers laced through mine and our heart strings braided
My T-shirt tattered and my blue jeans faded
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'Cuz I'm all about him, and he's all about me
And we're together and so happy!
We don't care if our peers hate this
Because this deals sealed with one first kiss
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I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I'm sorry I'm not her
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you to love me more
I wish I was perfect, but I guess I'm not
And I guess I'm less perfect than I ever thought
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Love is sweet, love is sour
It can last a lifetime or only an hour
It will rip you apart and make your eyes water
Or it can make you smile and fill you with laughter
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Don't you know babe, I could handle all those words
The one that said we were nomads and would fly away like birds
Or the ones that said we were stupid for holding on this long
Because we knew we were bound to fall, we were never that strong
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Toss a coin into the wishing well
Make a wish, but don't tell!
If you tell it won't come true
So telling's the last thing you want to do
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Inhale, exhale, until I can't breathe anymore
Gasp, sigh, huff and puff until my lungs grow sore
Float above the atmosphere, until zero gravity makes me burst
Because being without you, I see it's now the worst
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Red like the poppies we were in November
They stay near our hearts forever and ever
Red like the hearts that we broken
from those words, never spoken
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Frosted and chilled in this Arctic wind
Now bound stiff and bound determined
Shuffling along as the cold wind blows
All through the snow as our heart beat slows
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I know that this love that's burning deep inside my head
Is just a fantasy-but I want reality instead
It's making me go crazy how you waste your time chasing
When you could be kissing the girl that you are facing
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When you're pushed over the edge and you just feel like you can't breathe
Everything feels wrong and you just need to scream
And the whenever you feel happy there's always guilt that follows
And no matter what you do you always feel so broken and hollow
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When your tears flow down soft, moist cheeks
And the voice in your head finally speaks
And you let the words just flow from your mind
They flow with a soft cadence after every rhyme
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I'll text you until my fingers are numb and my phone is dead
And read them over until your words are stuck in my head
I know the you I don't see face to face
Because I know the punctuation that fills sarcasm's place
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God, I love you, even though we're nothing more than friends
But I hope there's a spot coming up where this roads bends
And you change your mind and ask the question
The one that I've cherished but thought you'd never mention
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