Rosalyn Grohol

She didn't want to lose him
But she's losing herself
And she's slowly dying
As he lives for someone else
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Blinded by the light
I want to close my eyes
From all the pain I feel
That I've been trying to hide
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She wanted something different
But it always ended the same
She loved him until the last tear
And let go of the pain
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She closed her heart like an old screen door
She didn't want to use it anymore
Like a blue sky fading to grey
She slowly lost the colors in her face
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No one even cares enough
To ask her what is wrong
Why she's acting the way she is
What's been going on
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The broken hearted girl
Who just can't let it go
I try to hide the pain
But now and then it shows
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We were only kids
We were free and running wild
You never said you loved me
But I could see it in your smile
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The pieces that she left behind
The scars left on my heart
The memories stuck in my head
Are tearing me apart
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Johnny is so lonely
He's been lonely for a while
You don't know how hard I try
Just to make him smile
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It's like you're trying to forget
While I'm trying to remember
Like you're all the way in January
While I'm stuck in September
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He liked me because I was the light in his dark little world
I happily licked the salt from his wounds.
I felt less than confident
I found a happy go lucky girl
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We said our silent goodbyes
Cried our silent tears
And ignored all the penetrating thoughts
of what is, and what used to be.
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Give me a distraction
I don't want to think
Something I could look at
Something I could drink
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My man, my man is divine
My man don't bullshit because he ain't got time

My man, my man is the one
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I want to really know someone
Thoughts and details of their mind
Experiences they've been through
Things they've left behind
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Clicking, typing, talking
Sitting, emails, coffee
YouTube, online shopping
Boss is coming, stopping
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Her eyes are begging me not to go
But I know that I must
Her body is calling out to me
Longing for my touch
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All the lies that I believed
Everything you said to me
Did'nt really mean a thing
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It's raining, I haven't seen the sun for days
Even when it does shine, I'll just look away
My skies were golden, but they faded to grey
I'm feeling like he left me hanging on
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Blue skies always turn to grey
And everything ends the same way
And just like the seasons
He had me believing
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