Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
they told me you were great but hurt so much inside.
they said you said you loved them the same night you died.
but now ill never know you but i reall wish i could.
they tell im just like you and very misunderstood.
I long for you,
the glow in your smile that lights up my day,
and when you`re not here,
i lose my way.
the only thing
that keeps me from dying
makes me want to die.
the only thing keeping me from crying
paranoia, my dearest friend
screaming out your bitter end.
of sweet succession soon to bend.
what these sad lives have tried to mend.