Electric Lady


The Girl Who Loves John


I know you want me to disappear off the face of the earth
And maybe I should
I can apologize a thousand times
But what's the point?
I know I will never be forgiven
I still think of you constantly
The tears I cry don't mean anything to you
And I don't blame you for shutting me out of your life completely
Your happiness is important
But do you ever think of me
When your prayers touch the stars at night?
Oh dearest John
I don't know who I am anymore
I stopped trying to figure myself out a long time ago
There's nothing left within me
Just an emptiness much more painful than loneliness
And it's all my fault
You will never hear from me again
For this is my very last goodbye.

Submitted: Saturday, July 05, 2014
Edited: Saturday, July 05, 2014

Topic of this poem: love


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Comments about this poem (The Girl Who Loves John by Electric Lady )

  • Veteran Poet - 1,464 Points Leah Ayliffe (7/8/2014 7:42:00 PM)

    Tragically beautiful. The lines I stopped trying to figure myself out a long time ago
    There's nothing left within me
    Just an emptiness much more painful than loneliness really hit close to home. Lovely write. (Report) Reply

  • Gold Star - 27,319 Points Gajanan Mishra (7/5/2014 6:41:00 AM)

    nothing left within me, good writing, thanks, (Report) Reply

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