Ana Z. M.

****I'll write from the bottom of my heart.. this time i wont try for it to rhyme.. or for it to sound pretty.. i'll just keep on writting each thought that my heart has been screaming for 15 years... and till today they'll be heard..

POEM: STRONG AND INDEPENDENT WOMAN
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We are living the same day,
We are breathing the same air,
But our hearts are just, in different worlds.
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Unique friend imposible to find,
caring and loving for the ones who are,
The protector of broken hearts,
A true hero in my world.
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Everyday seemed to be rainy,
I just woke up to see the gray clouds on my window,
the birds didn't illuminate my mornings with their beautiful melody anymore,
I couldn't see more colors than black gray and white.
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Everything feels so dead,
my heart is just braking into pieces,
I'm living my days from day to night, night to day,
not feeling anything at all.
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It's like I have been awakened
It's like if I build a new castle,
I am taking a new risk,
I am taking a new chance.
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First time I saw you,
your angelical face made me smile,
it kept all my attention,
it made me beleive I was in heaven.
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Bittersweet memories of you,
moments filled with so much love,
the sweet torture you are putting me on,
to look at you only in those bittersweet memories.
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When love controls us
and rules us,
there's nothing we can't find imperfect in that person....
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I can't fight up the tears of your face,
I can't let them grow,
I can't let you down,
I can't fight your pain.
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Like if it was a talent,
he enriched it everyday,
he had the art,
he had the facility,
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The night has been dead without you around,
the silence makes me think of things that i shouldn't anymore..

It's been past for a while,
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Pretending to be happy all the time,
Making fun of everything around,
Being happy for the ones she love,
To be protected from her contagious pain.
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Fear loses when I am close to you,
when I forget about what is loneliness,
but lately you are the one I fear,
now the world is my nightmare.
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How I wish,
for you to be close to me,
for you to touch my heart,
to listen to the melody of your voice.
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I am screaming harder than ever
in a place no one listens
hidding my face from the world
were no one can see how much I cry.
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Is it the way you look at me with that look of ´´you are the one´´ you have?
Is it the way your hands take mine with such delicacy?
Or is it the way your lips touch mine with the agony of an inner love,
That makes me freeze when you walk around…
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My love, you are not with me anymore,
You left me in your disdain,
Knowing you were my all,
And that this could’ve ended my life.
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What a bloody heart,
the one that's been hurt,
the one that's going to pain,
the one you just broke.
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