Chanja Cassini de Thury

Tears stream down
In an eternal river
My nose sniffles
My backbones gone a-quiver
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Have you ever been so frustrated that all you can do is cry?
Have you ever done so much already, you can no longer try?
Have you ever died so much you can no longer live?
Have they taken everything already, that there is no more to give?
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A girl is going to get what she wants
She’ll chase you and chase you
Until your hers
But don’t leave her feeling unfulfilled
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Im here waiting
Waiting for my chance to make you happy
You say were nothing alike
But I completely concur
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I am damned
A forgotten little girl
Left to rot
Left to die
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Im in love..
With a boy.

Who will never stop hurting me.
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When i see your eyes
Blurred, and red as can be
I know youve sat up late
Crying....
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Lets make our own Twilight story
Ill play coy
And get my boy
With pointy teeth
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Now hes so close, right next to my face....
I wanna taste, I want a taste
That’s the one I used to love
Right there, still leaving his mark in my heart
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I guess you’re right
I’m not worth it all
I yank you up
To watch you fall
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City on the horizon
Forest ablaze
I lost it all
In a fireball and haze
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I try to hold on,
But all you do is fall further away from me,
I’m just a reappearing memory,
One you can’t cease,
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Yeah I’m a fool
Yours…
But guess what?
You’re a fool too
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Suspicions
Eating away at inside
Damaging, Wondering, Aching
Anger erupting boundary-less
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I watch observantly
As the mirages spill out of your mouth
Creating visuals so lovely in promise
Flawless white doves, roses so red
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You hurt me just until the point where it stayed
The pain will never go away
And there in the dark recesses of my heart
Are the torn peices where you announced your part
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Shame
and pain
Myself to blame
Couldnt resist
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