Hyde

my past it brings me nightmares
when i am alone in the dark.
but everyday i must face them
whenever i enter a car.
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i imagine us hand in hand
walking on the beach, and lying on the sand
or swimming in a river, our hair wet
my heart, forever in your debt
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Since the day you left me
my heart burns with your tainted fire.
Tears caused by dreamy memories fall each night
reflecting on when you still yearned for my desire.
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If I were a crayon, then for you I’d draw,
A glowing sun amid a pool of tears,
And shine it will against all straining laws,
There to defeat and lick your countless fears.
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The glee filled cackle of a true friend.
Coverup coughs in a room of silence.
Roaring wind as it passes you by as you race down a grassy slope.
Chattering streams on their way to the big water.
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In the land of departed souls
in gray and blue all images take form.
Phantoms linger near their graves
watching mother’s hearts get torn.
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a cloud of burning love blows by
my mushroom eyes.
a dream? not a chance
for i felt it brush against my pants.
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When Fear defeats me
hanging coats
evolve into none other
than grim reaper himself.
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please splash me with cold water,
for i just can’t believe my mind.
i see the sheen of your hair
and the sparkle in your eyes.
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i love you dad.
but if only you could read this.
then you’d understand my pain.
you left me, you left me there alone.
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love
dread
pain
woe
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would it matter?
if i took my life right now.
not without pain of course.
first i’ll tear my tongue in two, so i can cease my endless lies.
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i feel so sick inside,
it makes me want to die.

i need to know you want this,
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last year, i stayed a week with you.
i thought you’d change, but i guess i was wrong.
drugs and drinks are still the only things on your mind.
all that time i thought of you as someone that does not exist.
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Red flames skip across butterfly wings.
and
Orange waves crash onto abandoned beaches.
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Peeling Power
Uncovers Evil.

Betraying Blood
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come one come all, and see the freak.
it has no soul, no heart, no cheek.

bring you mothers and your fathers.
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Fluorescent lights drone rehearsed songs of comfort,
and yet this hall feels dangerous.
Footsteps stutter past my shadow.
Your face appears before my own,
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I am not a brass trumpet
blaring loud and clear
so people will turn and notice me.
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I am a small red pinwheel
stuck in the ground of life
spin spin spin spin spin with the wind
slowly stop, and wait for another gust.
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