juliet sinclarie

Girlfriend

Baby, silly for me to feel this way about you and her
Cuz I know she’s been such a good friend
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The grey began to fade,
As the colors filled the sky,
The chill began to warm,
As the sun began to rise.
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have u ever lived my life?
spent one minute in my shoes?
if u havent then tell me why
you judge me as u do
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Staring into a broken reflection
of tarnished imperfection,
marred with syringes and drugs
each pill breaks me down like a bug
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Pondering over love,
Thinking to myself,
Knowing the truth,
Believing everyone else,
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Call me selfish
If you like
Depression is taking over this never ending night
Dark room, dark thinking
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Love is sad, and love is cruel.
To find it again, don't be a fool.
My flower was young,
And my flower was sweet,
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you keep telling me to move on
i do not think so
so stop telling me to
i hate the fact u left
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I’m sorry I failed you, if thats what I did.
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough to help you. I’m sorry your problems beat my own.
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I’m sorry that I blew up in your face.
It really wasn’t nice, in that case.
I hope we can get back to good terms.
This all is eating at me like a corpse with worms.
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When we broke up, man I went crazy,
confused, sad, and sometimes even lazy
I listened to someone who was
'Supposedly' my friend. So I made
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I made a choice I will never forget that day.
I will remember March 29th always.
The day I chose to have you killed.
I would do anything to have you back here.
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Every time I would ask, you said I was tripping.
I trusted you boy, but now I am quitting.
You broke my heart, took it and tore it apart.
You promised to me never again.
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The truth you tell me hurts more than your lie
Once I learned it I started to cry
Every time I thought of you
I remembered what I thought was true
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We were once the youngest of toddlers
Playing recklessly without concern
But how the tides have changed
What I had is now what I yearn
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I never noticed I never knew how I fell head over heels for you now I wish I didn’t now

I wish it stopped because you weren’t there to catch me when the anguish came! you said you loved me, you always did! you said I was a beautiful kid. now I hate you, I hope you know..
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its been so long
since the last time ive seen you
you were so sad you were lonely
there was no one who was there for you
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blood fills my mouth
fire scars my veins
i choke back a howl
the silver knife slips
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Arm stained red,
from my razor,
as it slides across my wrist,
over and over,
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Another dreadful night,
under these sinister skies.
The crimson moon so bright,
as the stars dance like fireflies.
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