Justin Zahn

Here lies a man with heart so full.
He loved each day he spent with her.
His face was cast with powerful smile
as he awoke to her face, each day in denial.
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As a beautiful sunrise,
rises over the hill.
Beauty and serenity;
became servants to your will.
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Who am I? ...
Is there truely an answer? ...

For if I were to tell,
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Every night in that bar,
between five and six,
a man came in
to have a drink.
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I stumbled on a face I met today
which beauty over took my growing eyes.
A face so sweet, admired by the day.
For which replied, I smiléd with a sigh.
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Woke up late
and then looked around.
Stared at the mess
and the clothes on the ground.
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Wonder I'll wander,
as I walk down this road,
to where it will take me,
where? I don't know.
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I run through the world,
time drifting like sand,
searching for myself
throughout all the land.
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I look back now at what I was,
and miss it quite, for now I am lost...
At least with naive,
things were so simple.
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It took me a while to realize,
what makes me 'me' is simple...I'm terrified.
Terrified of not knowing what will happen next,
to be rejected by all and alone at best.
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Damn! Damn! Worthless thought.
For now finding it hard to understand
anything...
if anything at all.
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Hold my head, hold my head.
Watch! For the time spent aching
and shaking,
my head may lose its center
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Look at this desk in disarray,
clutter like that of the waste land,
but yet we pray;
as the blank page stares back with mocking eyes
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With closed eyes,
how can one expect to see?
So why do you
close your eyes at what frightens thee?
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I'm happy...
I usually can't say that
without lying to myself.
It's almost a strange sensation;
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I had a chance
but I didn't take it,
instead I just walked away.
Just like before,
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I love you
as the moon loves the sun.
Cause without the sun,
the moon wouldn't shine.
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Scars and tears;
scars and tears
oh how you have branded me.
Through each contorted piece of flesh,
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Sometimes its hard to know what to say,
how to act, and what to do,
but as long as you are yourself,
people can't help but love you.
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