Lauren Phillips

Lauren Phillips Poems

frost bitten rain drop
watched by crystal eyes
spinning in whirl-winds
dancing across still skies

as crystal eyes sway
they long for a dream
for a weary mind
is not quite sane enough for consiousness

the silence breaks the noise;
dark and fearful
as shadows consume the light
and the sun that shown with radiance;

life unfolding
behind the velvet curtain
lies forgiven
goodness redeemed

Provoked Thoughts

i find myself sitting
affront this velvet curtain

silent murderer
creeping through my mind
kill every lovely thought
tear open my heart

spots the color of cardboard
painted cotton coming from the seams
red marks in a perfect line
all hiding an unseen beauty


it just keeps ringing.
why won't you answer?
the blood keeps falling
my heart beating faster

i see
what you couldn't see
i feel
things you couldn't feel

the looks you give
the words you say
the thoughts you think
the feelings you feel

i've missed you
(you've missed me, right?)
it's been a while


are you happy now that you're in love?
is it as good as you thought it would be?
are you trying not to think about
how much it's going to hurt when

love was made to distroy hate-
so distroy me
stab me, love.
stab my hate-filled body and watch it fall...

you hurt me once
and now you want to hurt me twice?
you left me alone
left my life

i can't stop thinking that i love you
and i want you to know that i really do
it pains me to think about what i did
i wish i could take back the hurtful things i said

one day they will have their lives taken
and slowly they will suffer for all they have done
dropp after dropp their blood will be lost
only the crimson stains will remain of it

i'm gonna write a poem
not too long nor too short
it will be about beauty
about life and death and happiness

a holiday for you
a break from insanity
a path away from lies
but it's only a holiday on your end

she just says she's fine
she acts like she's okay
you believe her
she seems happy

kill them
put them out of their misary
they've been crying this storm of tears
for way too long

Lauren Phillips Biography

i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :) LAuReN okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is. ~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~ i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~

Name: Lauren Michelle Phillips
Birthday: March 16th,1990
Birthplace: Raleigh, NC
Current Location: Apex, NC
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'9''
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: I'M WELSH DAMNIT! and proud of it :)
The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
Your Weakness: bein ticklish
Your Fears: complete darkness and bein alone
Your Perfect Pizza: cold pizza 4 breakfast
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not wasting my time
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'
Thoughts First Waking Up: 'where's my hunni? ! ? '
Your Best Physical Feature: sadly, my tits.
Your Bedtime: Z?
Your Most Missed Memory: DAMNIT, i can't remimber.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi!
MacDonalds or Burger King: fuck that...wendy's
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton plz
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both...and expresso.
Do you Smoke: *cough*cough* no.....never....
Do you Swear: what the fuck r u fucking talking about? ! ? of course not.
Do you Sing: in the shower.
Do you Shower Daily: yes i do..every morning
Have you Been in Love: yes, and still am :)
Do you want to go to College: yes i do
Do you want to get Married: not quite yet.
Do you belive in yourself: occasionally
Do you get Motion Sickness: yeah and it sucks
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: if i'm havin an OCD day...
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah just minus the lightining
Do you play an Instrument: piano and i'm okay at the gutiar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course i haven't :)
In the past month have you Smoked: possibly
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ...i...don't think so...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes with sean :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: had 2! ! does that count?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: in my head...
In the past month have you been Dumped: no cuz my hunni loves me! !
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO! ! ! .....*yes*.....
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no cuz imma good girl...*cough*cough*
Ever been Drunk: yup ypu
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: .....sorta...
Ever Shoplifted: it u work for the government? if u do, then of course not! !
How do you want to Die: haha
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: the U.K.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: bluish-gray or brown or green...nvm...ALL!
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or black
Short or Long Hair: dont care
Height: dont care
Weight: not HUGE but not teeny teeny tiny lol
Best Clothing Style: no style
Number of Drugs I have taken: one...two...three...uh...get back 2 me on that...
Number of CDs I own: thirty three
Number of Piercings: was 2
Number of Tattoos: no real 1's...3 wanna be tattoos
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ....too many to count on my fingers and toes....


The Best Poem Of Lauren Phillips

Beautiful Death

frost bitten rain drop
watched by crystal eyes
spinning in whirl-winds
dancing across still skies
loved by many
across the feilds it flies
but even with the beauty
a broken heart dies

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Bekie Carroll 11 September 2005

i love you lauren! ! ! ! ! ! !

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