frost bitten rain drop
watched by crystal eyes
spinning in whirl-winds
dancing across still skies
...
as crystal eyes sway
they long for a dream
for a weary mind
is not quite sane enough for consiousness
...
the silence breaks the noise;
dark and fearful
as shadows consume the light
and the sun that shown with radiance;
...
life unfolding
behind the velvet curtain
lies forgiven
goodness redeemed
...
Provoked Thoughts
i find myself sitting
affront this velvet curtain
...
silent murderer
creeping through my mind
kill every lovely thought
tear open my heart
...
spots the color of cardboard
painted cotton coming from the seams
red marks in a perfect line
all hiding an unseen beauty
...
it just keeps ringing.
why won't you answer?
the blood keeps falling
my heart beating faster
...
the looks you give
the words you say
the thoughts you think
the feelings you feel
...
are you happy now that you're in love?
is it as good as you thought it would be?
are you trying not to think about
how much it's going to hurt when
...
love was made to distroy hate-
so distroy me
stab me, love.
stab my hate-filled body and watch it fall...
...
you hurt me once
and now you want to hurt me twice?
you left me alone
left my life
...
i can't stop thinking that i love you
and i want you to know that i really do
it pains me to think about what i did
i wish i could take back the hurtful things i said
...
one day they will have their lives taken
and slowly they will suffer for all they have done
dropp after dropp their blood will be lost
only the crimson stains will remain of it
...
i'm gonna write a poem
not too long nor too short
it will be about beauty
about life and death and happiness
...
a holiday for you
a break from insanity
a path away from lies
but it's only a holiday on your end
...
she just says she's fine
she acts like she's okay
you believe her
she seems happy
...
kill them
put them out of their misary
they've been crying this storm of tears
for way too long
...
i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :) LAuReN okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is. ~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~ i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~
Beautiful Death
frost bitten rain drop
watched by crystal eyes
spinning in whirl-winds
dancing across still skies
loved by many
across the feilds it flies
but even with the beauty
a broken heart dies
i love you lauren! ! ! ! ! ! !