there's this girl
with evil red eyes
and dark brown hair
i keep seeing her in my head
...
flutter, flutter
by my ear
whisper secrets you hold so dear
'he is waiting, by the blue,
...
forgive me my love
for the tears
you will shed
for the pain i will cause
...
hes dying to come inside
and take every part of me
my heart, my body, my mind
but ive locked the door
...
clasp your hands
together, with hope to never have to let go.
the stars are a blanket of promises
and the moon, lost in a wonderful dream.
...
Red broken lines over pink colored skin
in time it will heal, you say
but you caused me to create them
She cries out to the Lord
...
Sweet Amberystn
My lover runs wild
with the wind
and it blows her soft blonde hair
...
Photos
Just a reminder of how ugly I am
and why all my pictures should be trashed
I don't know these people anymore
...
clasp your hands
together, with hope to never have to let go.
the stars are a blanket of promises
and the moon, lost in a wonderful dream.
...
i slice a line into my skin
watch the blood
as it comes from within
i slice deep to hit the vein
...
there is this girl
i am dying to learn about
and i think my finger down my throat
will bring her out
...
You are the night
that i shall fear to see
when out comes the light
but i forget
...
the smell of disgust
is lied upon my breath
the food, the enemy
my stomach, my fear
...
stick thin
trying to find the beautiful girl within
not who you want me to be
so i find other ways
...
The Evil Within Me (Bulimia)
there's this girl
with evil red eyes
and dark brown hair
i keep seeing her in my head
and as i rasied my head
from the toilet
i looked in the mirror
and my eyes were red
just like hers
has the demon within me
been haunting me?
I'm trying to figure out how to add you as a friend on here! (lol) Maybe you can help me.