Oceans belong between us
Or Montana-
Good choice.
Someday I'll put the ocean there
...
He lays me down and bathes me with his lips
Until I am clean and new with his kisses.
Never will I need more than this.
Never again will I walk the shore with yearning.
...
There's something wrong with your face when you smile
Like it doesn't meet your eyes.
It's as though happiness is as foreign to you
As commitment.
...
Do you have these whispered conversations w/imaginary me
Like I do w/imaginary you?
Sleeping beneath juniper and yew trees-
Though it's ALL wrong-
...
How could you?
How could you give them all a chance?
How could you move so much more quickly with them
So that they didn't just fall through your fingers?
...
So I'm buying pink.
Afraid that I am gonna be alone.
Eventually,
W/my black dress,
...