~4 Letters.. /Stuck. Poem by Dislocated Heart

I dont dare to say the four letters..
Its destructive.. Even untrue.
Lies could be told,
& I'll Promise to god,
I wont say it, unless I mean it.
I've been hurt too many times,
By even trustin that one lie.
I used to.. I still do..
I still love you...

And yet, I say it..
You kno why?
Cuz I really do.

I've been thinkin,
If I could just get you bak,
and IF i could make you smile once more..
Thats all I need.

I feel like i moved on..
But my heart is struck by a stake,
and not moving in its place.
I guess not im just stuck...
until the day I find a way out..