A Dying Friendship Poem by Compton Wright

From beginning to the end of our friendship was like an emotional roller coaster
As from expressing our love in many different unique ways possible
Verbal, poetic and even visual but yet my corruption by my cravings
Of comfort and reactions towards lust and physical intimacy with
Two other women within my palm but came tumbling down on me
And it was a rift between us but even than when I pledge for forgiveness
I sense down within your heart that you’ll never see me as your friend
In the past but yet it went both ways from this separation of ours as
Our lover’s phase had past away and we became best friends forever
But yet less and less phone calls and messages start to appear to you

So you became bitter…as I start to move on from my sadness and depressions
All I done is try to improve while you start to turn careless towards yourself
I would try to snapped you out of this horrible mindset or point of view
You created overtime of my absence in our friendship as now I’m starting
To feel like the good times that we had are now forgotten fables to you
Forgetting where our happiness took place or how it ignited from the beginning
What happen to you? What to happen to me? What to happen to us both?
As the last thing you said to me was to leave your life and never come back
You always wanted to leave me but yet I know inside you still have feelings
For me and just want to let go of the past, the pain, and the loneliness but….

Yet I still believe it can be saved and restore to its purest form but you think
That it’s hopeless and it’s buried away but as convincing that sounds I won’t give up
I’ll keep striving until you’ll forgive my mistakes and give you a bit of light
In your life to look forward everyday as I see what you through and how
You describe your life as a personal hell but let me shaped it into something
Beautiful as maybe your own personal heaven that nothing troublesome will
Never reach you as we are too high up in the sky like angels to be touched…

So don’t let this friendship die in vein but let it grow like the garden of life
As I tired of the darkness that darkens your aura that symbolizes your purity
As even you don’t feel this way as this quote you said to me as this makes
Me strive to make more poetry to make you smile or motivate you to forgive
I love what we have as I cherished your friendship, the love you used to give me
And the support you gave me when I needed advice or guidance as all I asked is
What happen to our friendship? As I spill my heart on this poem to open your eyes…
That our friendship continues to die while I’m holding on with all of my heart….
Don’t push me away like a stranger but bring me closer like a friend or even a lover….