A Rainbow Of Sadness Poem by Tex T Sarnie

I've created a rainbow from my tears,
and I dedicate that rainbow to you.
I loved you more than you realised
and more than I ever thought to.

I don't know why you went away.
You never stopped to tell me why.
But I do know my heart is broken,
and it will be that way until I die.

I wish you would answer your mobile.
Text me and let me know you're okay.
I don't know if you are having regrets
and are just too embarrassed to say.

I decided to write how I feel in this poem,
and I'll post it to your parent's address.
I'm hoping that you will read it soon
because I'm in such a lovesick mess.

Whether you're feeling regrets or not,
Write, or talk to me to let me know.
I have to get my head around all this,
I just don't know why you had to go.

We talked a lot about trust and love
and managed to live our life as one.
Perhaps, this was one of the reasons
that made you decide to move on.

I don't really want to think about you
running away with someone new.
If you have, it will hurt even more,
because there's nothing that I can do.

Are you refusing to contact me,
because you need more time?
Or is it because you don't trust yourself,
and that I may change your mind?