All Of It Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

So you expect something great.
I'm sorry to disappoint.
But theres nothing to say.
I got bills to pay.
No time for the extravagant.
No time to waste.
No time to waste on you..

Setting off the fireworks early.
Maybe nobody is looking.
It is all for me.
Why can't I just be happy.
A lonely life we sometimes live.
Trying not to remember, trying not to forget.
What is it I really want?
Why is this sea still calling?
An altered destiny.

Choices were made.
I deserved my goodbye.
But I never got it.

Choices were made.
I deserved my goodbye.
But I never got it.

Now all I see is this fading smile.
Maybe it was all dream.
I wish I never I met you at all.
An arrow launch.
It made it past all the walls, past all my defenses.
A sicking feeling in my stomach.
And did it all to my self.

Choices were made.
I deserved my goodbye.
But I never got it.

Choices were made.
I deserved my goodbye.
But I never got it.

It was never your fault.
I made it happen all.
I would say sorry but I know if you can't even hear.
An angel long gone.
Don't break the trusting heart.
A monster is inside me is ripping my soul apart.
And I deserve all of it.
All of it.