Blue Feelings... Poem by Khairul Ahsan

I am feeling blue...
Trying to busy myself,
But every sunrise,
Every beautiful bird,
Every beautiful thing
In my chequered life,
Makes me think of him.
Makes me feel unloved.

I am in a dark place
Feeling lonely.
Alone, unloved.
I've lost everything
I wanted in life.
I need to just go
To a far away place,
To escape from this pain.
It's easy for me to just
Fall into a deep depression!

Alas! It's very painful though,
There is no place far enough
To hide from the pains of life,
And the pangs of love!

You need to endure it
Through a different kind of love.
Loving a child, a beautiful bird
Or a flower or the nature around,
Or seeking love of God to forget
The thought of being 'unloved',
Will that help me?
I am not sure!
I am lying on the beach alone!
Of course...I'm not myself, anymore!



Dhaka
07 September 2015
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