Bobblehead's Are Still A Thing? Poem by Kewayne Wadley

When it comes to you
I am a complete bobblehead
Living in a world of both
Yes and no.
You never know just how
I feel or what crosses my mind
One minute to the next, I too would
be confused
Based off looks alone.
I've been terribly misinterpreted
Aloof in your presence by none other
Than myself.
I am more than ecstatic, being in your company
More so,
That I too forget that I am
A part of your world.
At times
I feel like I am on the outside
Looking in, in those moments.
I apologize about not voicing
How I feel about you
Or the amazing things I think
About when it comes to you.
Most times I figure that
My presence is enough
& Even in those moments
I forget what really matters.
I say yes when I really mean no
And no when I really mean yes.
Only a complete fool would admit
He's right when he's really wrong.
One day I'll figure it out
Whether it's this moment
Or the next.
By the next flick of your finger
I hope it's the very next second
Before you walk away for good
& I am left all alone
With no one to blame but
Myself