I took a chance to live, head high, stood tall
gave what I could give, and she took it all
She started out as a friend, one I wanted to kiss
I kinda made the rules bend, so it ended like this
I was with her non stop, every chance that I had, and every chance I got
Everything was just right, at least that's what I thought
I tried not to care, but I cared a lot
When I was all by myself, nearly falling asleep
She was right by my side, and made my thoughts grow deep
This should've been great, I wanted nothing instead
But when it got a little late, I felt her leaving my bed
She was one step ahead, even left with a guy
Course it was all in my head, but my thoughts were alive
I just can't watch, it's too hard to see
It's taking control, taking over me.
Jealousy, so extreme I want to scream
Yes I know it's all a dream, but it seems so real to me
It doesn't help to close my eyes
I keep them open all the time
I can't keep the thoughts away
There in my mind and here to stay
Im tired, here we go again
I'll dream bad things and accept them.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem