Clouded Mind.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

None of this is cleared..
my head is clouded
full of fears..

my hands wont stop shaking
for a moment this heart has stop beating.
I choked for a second,
when blind for at least a minute...

Felt as if the ground was shifting,
the world stop revolving,
my head wont stop spinning,
pitch black sets in.

eyes closed,
I only hear this heart of mines..
the passing cars that keep driving by..

the urge for anything..
stood and fell over..

tears already rolling down my cheeks,
insane,
what the hell.....
wtf is wrong with me..