Emotions Poem by Tiffany Wolf

Pain, sadness, lonesome,
All of these emotions are things I used to feel.
But now you made me feel,
Happiness, joy and love.
Nothing can possibly go wrong,
Oops, I spoke too soon.
Now I have a feeling of worthlessness, and not loved.
But this feeling is not because of you,
There is someone else.
It's not a guy my age,
It's my father!
He doesn't love me,
I guess he never wanted me around.
I cried for hours and hours,
It was almost a week ago and yet I am still upset!
Why is he doing this to me,
What did I do that was so wrong? !
Why doesn't he want me anymore,
What is it that he can't handle? !
I hope he soon realizes what he's giving up,
I am smart, funny athletic and a great daughter!
What is wrong with him,
What the heck is his problem? !
Did I really hurt him that bad,
Or is he just scared for me?
I wish he was never here,
And I wish my step dad was my actual father!
Ray, my father, is so complicating,
Just the way he thinks!
He drives me crazy,
Especially when he didn't call to say he was sorry!
I know now that he never wanted me,
Even though my mom had laid down so many warnings.
I wouldn't listen,
And that's what upsets me!
I should've listened,
It would've helped when this day came along.
But I guess it's too late to dwell on the past,
Looking back will help nothing!
So now I have to keep my mind on the loves in my life,
My parents, siblings, friends, and so so so much more!