Every night I go and run for cover,
Because mommy and daddy keep yelling at each other.
Then daddy comes in and hits me,
Mommy doesn't come home 'til three.
I can feel your tongue on me,
Wet saliva on my lips, cheeks, chest, legs.
Everywhere is shaking,
From hurt, anger, dizziness and loss.
You are my Mickey to my Minnie,
My Donald to my Daisy.
Baby, I love you,
You don't know how you amaze me.
Blue is for your eyes,
Black for your hair.
Green for your shirt that I have,
Red for your heart that gave me love.
The hurting, the laughing, the love,
My happiness from the Father above,
A gain with the pain,
B eing left alone.
C rying in the rain,
D escending like stone.
My life has been nothing but a waste,
Everything I thought I loved has lost interest, color, and taste.
There is no end to this hell called life,
Nothing I want to do but make use of this knife.
Now as I watch from heaven,
I can see everything!
My rapist, family, boyfriend.....Everything,
It hurts to watch them!
Her first love was great,
And her second was even better.
She thought it was awesome,
When she got her first love letter.
Our love started out as a Red Rose Bud,
So pure and lovely.
Grew to be a Red Rose,
With love and respect.