My life has been nothing but a waste,
Everything I thought I loved has lost interest, color, and taste.
There is no end to this hell called life,
Nothing I want to do but make use of this knife.
I don't want to live, laugh, or cry,
I just want to lay in my bed and watch hard times pass me by.
I know my parents are mad and think I'm a bad kid,
I don't think they know I regret all the bad things that I did.
I don't know why I liked that immature boy,
Because I realize now that all he wanted was a toy.
Unfortunately he played with my heart,
And now I can never get a fresh start.
I have lost my parents' respect, honor, and trust,
I have to get these things back, this I must.
Mom says my lies are getting old,
And in return I was left out in the cold.
No one realizes how much pain that I'm in,
A broken heart, a few cuts and bruises, and in their eyes... a major sin.
I can't take anything back, and for this I repent,
But that's the past, It's a place I already went.
Now I just have to look at what's ahead of me,
Even if it means, if God chooses, closing my eyes for the rest of eternity.
man Rivers bugs me tryin to tell ya how to feel anyways good poem they all amaze me
Awwh, Please please don't feel hopeless... I really hope my poem did cheer you up... I really hope you feel better, if not now in due time... I hate to know you feel this bad, and at points I do too... But you'll find someone or something that will bring back the color of life, and you will gain your parents respect back... I too had lost my parents respect and much more... But I can tell your very kind and good at heart so be who you are and let life guide you by the hand and you and your life will become one again.... Good luck and best wishes
mmm it's flippen sad poem.. =( this is how i feel too.. lolz they said it mostly happens with teenz like us..lol good job
.......I'm so sorry if this is actually how you feel: (Its a very very very good emotional peom ;) I'm REALLY sorry you feel this way: (But don't think about death! there will be someone to mend you up! ! ! ! ! trust God! But anyhow I give this a 10+++++++++
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I sure hope you've closed the door on these thoughts. You are special. You can do anything you set your mind to. Everyone makes mistakes. God is there for everyone. Even the girl in this poem. GW62