Finally Gone.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

its finally gone..
my soul has actually left me.
my heart no longer pounds regularly.
my faith was once in my hands..
but i just left it on the ground,
letting everyone and anyone step all over me.
i seem to have no meaning.
my life is just trash and nothing.
nothing to live for.
nothing worth seeking.
i feel like i've given up.
i say to myself..
there nothing i want or need.
just death and blood srrounding me.
scars are just little momories of the past.
but the bruden i carry is far too painful for me.
the life that i have..
im tired.. of making you happy.
my smile is finally breaking.
my heart is already shattered.
my hands tremble.. as i fall.
my last breath of air..
and release.. of all pain, tears, and forever more.

im finally gone..
nothing left nothing more.