Forgive Me For I Know Not What I've Done Poem by Laquory Jones

Who would have ever known that life would be such
A struggle I don't feel like I do people justice it
Eats up my conscience 99 percent of the time I'm
Holding grudges so forgive me if I'm rougher on the
Edges I'm trying to grapple at my brain and its
Inner wedges Just trying to reach an constant leverage
Thinking became my constant beverage if even that
Make sense I don't think half of the people know me

This world is not for the weak and lowly life kills off
The weak no doubt I bite my tongue when I speak it's
Tongue in cheek as each thought begins to leak I'm
Under constant heat no one feels your pain what's
Wrong with me am I inhuman a walking soul without
The veins I'm constantly swerving as devils lurking
With eyes piecing and perking I channel every breath
I take as my mind continues to rev-elate how will it
Be when I approach the gates of heaven or will I have
To wait for centuries as life passes me by with two
Eyes piercing at the sky I have heard this saying that

You don't live life until after death hearts never stops
The beat treasured tokens of words spoken I've gone
Asleep and re-awoken with the earth still in motion rushing
Oceans are all I could hear as eyes lets out a tear for
The ones who had disappeared before me
One man's life is running on empty while
The others tempting don't you dare tempt me
Who ever said life was fair one's man dreams
Broken and bare it's do or dare he just wanted
His share he went to his wife and asked' do you
Miss me' while trying to stop his wife from leaving
He was on his way of breaking sixty he never
Plan to give up easy he thought he had what he
Was needing he phoned his wife and got no answer
Two years later he developed cancer

Forgive me for I do not know what I've done
As I began to scream with tears running streams
Ravens began to fly darkening up the skies
When you have exhausted all your tries
They said ourselves will be our own demise
So it wasn't a surprise every now and then
People began to twinkle by it's within ourselves
We find our faith but what happens when
People pass away nothing is a give and
Take you find yourself on the ins and outs
That's when things were headed south
Richie better watch your mouth

All I'm trying to say is emotions runs ratchet
My pain gets so surreal even my dreams
Gives me chills with every tear that
Escapes destined by the fate at an
Alarming rate that hits state to state
Just to know that we are alive it helps
To know as the pain grows we as one
Will survive as embers fall and sparks
Continues to fly whom can you call when
No one picks up the pieces as we fall
Are we not one after all people still has
The gall to make you crawl and that's
The story of life and it's madness
Bitterness and constant sadness.